my life has been feeling like a dark highway for a while. its like, i want to live and go onto the next journey, but i dont know what i am doing with myself because i cant see anything. there is no light. i dont know where to go. i dont want to make a wrong turn and end up in an even shittier situation. i dont know how to proceed with myself under these conditions. i wish my hi beams worked, i have no motivation or sense of direction. im feeling pretty lost and i cant seem to find my way through this highway of life.

i deleted a lot of myself from the www, except this thing. i haven't been into the drums either. thought of how much money i could get for them if i sold them.